Be the change you want to see in the world.

Thursday, September 28, 2006

'Mid pleasures and palaces though we may roam...

Hurray! I'm going home tomorrow for a three-day weekend in Maryland and Virginia -- woot! In the words of Bon Jovi's unlikely country-music duet with Jennifer Nettles, "Who says you can't go home? There's only one place that calls you one of their own."

On that note, I have several friends who I think have literally dropped off the planet. It's really disturbing. All I can figure is that the rapture must've happened and I got left behind.

But, once I find that they are, in fact, alive, all will be well.

Life is good.

Monday, September 25, 2006

Exhaustion reigneth

I love my job.

But I am so... tired...

Can... no longer... string... coherent... thoughts... together......

Friday, September 22, 2006

"Immortal Horrors or Everlasting Splendors"

"It is curious—curious that physical courage should be so common in the world, and moral courage so rare." (Mark Twain)

I am slowly learning that genuine courage is generally not the stand-up-and-take-notice sort of thing that you find on the screen at the cinema or in the squalor of the battlefield; most of the time, it's simply learning the rather tame and unremarkable art of daily stripping yourself of your own swollen, insolent self-will. How many men, I wonder, throughout human history, could conquer civilizations -- but not their own bosom sins?


And how many of us must count ourselves in that number?

As time goes by, I'm beginning to recognize that within my story, the divine Pen is the narrator, but I am both protagonist and antagonist rolled into one. Tricky business, that.

And if I've come to know myself at all over the fourteen-and-half months that have elapsed since my house of cards collapsed, I know that I'm never content with mediocrity, that for me, the chaotic neutral, the passionate drama queen, it's either supreme sanctity or the sordid depths of sin. There is no via media. There is no turning back. The salvation or damnation of my immortal soul is utterly dependent on a million insignificant yet eternally significant choices I make each and every day. A being of infinite worth hangs in the balance.

The way is clear before me, but do I dare? How can I possibly aspire, with all my angst, with all my past errors, with all the powerful potential for wickedness that I know lurks just behind the deceptive brightness of my big brown eyes -- to be a saint?

But more importantly -- how can I afford to not be?

Late have I loved Thee, O Beauty ever ancient, ever new, late have I loved Thee.

Wednesday, September 20, 2006

Great quote.

"People seldom see the halting and painful steps by which the most insignificant progress is achieved." ~Annie Sullivan

Thursday, September 14, 2006

Great Movie Review. Wish I had written it.

My students are reading the SL right now, so I found this review entertaining.

The Scarlet Letter (1995)

Attempting to justify this film's gross departure from the novel, Demi Moore once said, "Hardly anyone's read the book." Never mind that this isn't true -- what kind of reason is that?
It would have been ok had the movie's new material been as interesting and compelling as what was cut out. But sheesh -- this isn't a movie, it's a soapbox. As I said in my At-A-Glance Film Reviews review, "The original novel was a biting statement about Puritanical society and the devastating effects of its unforgiving nature. This film, on the other hand, is a rallying cry for 1990s morals, feminism, and melodramatic acting. It's as eloquent and sophisticated as a rallying cry, too."

Let me expound upon myself for a moment. Would you believe that in the end of the movie, when Reverend Dimmesdale has been publically revealed as the father of Hester Prynne's illegitimate child, Prynne (Moore) and Dimmesdale (Gary Oldman) actually deliver, from the scaffold where one or both of them may be hanged, a liberating, supposedly moving 1990s speech about tolerance and feminism? All I can say is, they're about two hundred years ahead of their time, and how on earth did they come to adopt those ideas when clearly no one else around them had? And furthermore, whom do they expect to convince? You can't undo generations of cultural and religious teachings by saying "we should be allowed to do what we want" and expecting everyone to nod and slap their foreheads and wonder why they didn't think of it before.

The book is a compelling exploration of hypocrisy, that is, if one can wade through Hawthorne's flowery writing style. In the movie, layers of complexity are pealed off by removing Dimmesdale's hypocrisy. He doesn't believe he sinned, doesn't preach against it, and therefore becomes the two dimensional character of a free love champion.
Robert Duvall plays nasty old Roger Prynne, Hester's lost and estranged husband who returns and acts all mean. As Roger Ebert said in his review, "The movie's morality boils down to: why should this sourpuss stand between these two nice young people?"

With that pathetically silly moral question looming in the background, the filmmakers fill the foreground with action scenes and shameless sensuality. The act of adultery, which takes place before the book begins, is moved to the middle of the movie, and the end is clogged up with new elements such as witch hunts and indian fights. And what self-respecting adaptation of "The Scarlet Letter" would be without the obligatory happy ending, where Reverend Dimmesdale and Hester Prynne ride off into the sunset to forge a life of their own?

Here's my theory. The screenwriters were all sitting around a table on day one, sipping coffee and brainstorming for ideas. Nobody really likes any of the ideas that get thrown out, and it's beginning to look like they've got a long haul ahead of them. Then one pipes up, "You know,
Hawthorne would have been a lot better if his books read like Harlequin romances."

And the rest is history.

Wednesday, September 13, 2006

UUUUUUUUUUGGGGHH!

Friday, September 01, 2006

"Another opening, another show"

I love my creative writing class. The assignments are so fun, the kids are so great -- it just altogether rocks.

Oh. Yeah. And Opening Night of MW is tonight.

AAAAAAAAAAUGH!

 
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